I’m thinking about you today. I’m excited to get to know you soon.

My heart is already filled with joy knowing that God is molding you to be the best person not only for me but for the world. “For the world” because I know your heart will be filled with so much love from God that you’ll ache to share it not only with me but with everyone around you—especially those who need it most.

My heart is already filled with joy knowing that you love God more than you love me. You will continue longing for His Word, for quiet time, for ministry, for sharing the Gospel, for doing mission work, and for a deep personal relationship with Him…hopefully even more than I do and will.

My heart is already filled with joy knowing that you enjoy being with kids and that I can trust you to help me take care of our children :) And what’s more awesome is that you’ll love not just our own kids but all the children in the world just like how Jesus loves them.

My heart is already filled with joy knowing that you’ll make me laugh…A LOT. And I’m sure you’ll make me cry too, but God is already preparing my forgiving and accepting heart so that I can love you even more after our petty fights.

I just want you to know now that I will love you, not just with all my heart but with the love of the Lord :)

- Unka Glen to me

This made me teary-eyed. It has a different impact hearing it from someone who doesn’t know my whole story but seems to understand my situation fully.

God, I don’t want to settle for second-best, in myself, and in my future husband. I pray for YOUR best for me.

Help me to trust in You and to realize that I deserve WONDERFUL things because I am Your child!

Luke 7:13

Last night, I told the boys about my new standards on relationships c/o I Kissed Dating Goodbye. And yeah, things become ‘official’ when you’ve told other people about it cause you know, they can somewhat hold you accountable for it. And your integrity’s at stake.

And those are MAJOR things for me regarding the block since I’m trying to share the Good News to them. *Baby steps* Hope I made them think even just a little last night.

So there! Lord, I leave it up to You this time around. No more making of my own plans and then “pushing” You to grant those desires. Your will be done in my life. I know it will be painful and I might end up questioning your timing sometimes but I trust that You love me so much that You know when it’s best for me to be with someone, and that You will give me a person I’d REALLY like. That used to be my fear in the past—that you would give me a person who’s not my type. But then I realized, why would You do that? You know the counts of my hair, you know when I sit and stand…so I’m pretty sure You know what kind of guy to give me :)

It’s going to be an exciting ride but for the meantime, let me use my time to love You. I know that’s what You want :)